Wow

OK here's the deal, We have been asked to suggest something that we would like. Those we work for want to express their appreciation for all the hard work we have done and do each and every day.
How often have we complained that we do not get the recognition we deserve and low and behold here it is, after all this time. So why am I having such a hard time asking for something that would have meaning to me?

Under pressure

Things just seem to get worse as the days go by. Self harm continues and we as staff are beginning to be immune to it. Well at least on the surface we are. If we begin to explore our feeling then trouble begins for us emotionally. It is a very hard job but there are times, like now, when the job can feel overwhelming. The worst part is we (staff) still have trouble communicating with each other. Things seem bleak. The feeling is discouragement mostly these days. Maybe it has something to do with the long period of rain and grey clouds. Sunshine couldn't hurt.

Emotions

Ten days of constant assault on our senses and I am about to scream out loud "Enough!".
You lose sight of just how much of an emotional toll this type of work takes. Who takes care of the care giver? When the care giver is blind to the need. Silly how we forget to help ourselves.